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[Nate Gray]

Mood: Depressed
Date: 8/15

WHOA! WOAH! However you want to spell it, it still means the same thing. I'm dying, yes I said it. I'm dying on the inside and I swear my head is going to explode. But, it would solve all of the drama because, I'm basically a stupid guy, with a stupid famous life, and a stupid hair and stupid eyes and stupid singing abilities, and stupid bass guitar skills, and last but not least stupid [insert whatever i missed]. But, not like it matters anymore because, apparently their are two people killing me. Emma and Annette. If they seriously don't stop fighting, over whatever I'm going to like jump off the Empire State building. I have to go to New York for that but, that can be arranged. I'm so fed up with my life here that it doesn't seem important for me to even be here anymore. I swear I'm like a few seconds from exploding on everyone at the Camp. Things didn't use to set me off as easily but, ever since I've been here I swear that things just have been getting to me. Things, that never even pushed any of my buttons they, make me spazz now. And, nobody knew I could spazz, as innocent and quiet I look. I have spazzing abilities as well and, yeah. But, if things continue the way they are, there wont be a Nate walking around Camp or Hollywood. Thats right that means Connect Three will be no more and, it will be Connect Two. As, depressing as it sounds it is, so it makes since but either way. Okies, but whatever I'm a tickin' time bomb so you, better watch out. Oh, yeah and I might leave and never come back well, that will be before I die. But, either way I'm like depressed and I don't know if I'll ever be happy again. But, don't let me get you down. And, If I die it would be awesome if you came to my funeral. I mean I'm like actually dying, I'm not like joking around or wishing I was dying. Like all of this drama is making my blood sugar raise to like 450 and, if you don't know around 100 something is normal. But, this may be my first and last blog.

~NATE

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